[COLOR=red]It's been a while since I pulled this book of mine out. I ain't even sure where to begin right now with all that's been happenin. I've been askin myself if I'm finally happy and I've been searchin deep in my soul to find that answer. The guild is goin great which is wonderful to see. The one I consider my brother seems to be happy right now with what has happened to him recently, so that pleases me beyond measure. The one true love of my life is as wonderful as ever to me. So where is this unease comin from? Why do I keep waitin for the other boot to drop and for somethin to rip this all away from me? How do I even voice these fears to anyone when I ain't even sure as to what exactly I am feelin? I will continue to paste a smile on my face and pray that eventually even I will begin to believe that nothin is wrong.[/COLOR]

[SIZE=7][COLOR=red]So much has been happenin the past few turns, I ain't sure when it will slow down. It wasn't that long ago that things were in the plannin process. Now we've got the form and everyone signed it. We got the petition to Nugel off and after a few questions from him, our name was granted to us as of last turn. I can admit that I'm enjoyin this ride at the moment, no matter how quickly it seems to be flyin by.

I am thankful that I have some great people behind me to help me in the journey. If it wasn't for them, I know I wouldn't be able to do this. This guild is not mine, it is all of ours. Every member that has joined and every future member will have an equal say in things. I am so lookin forward to this new chapter in my life and plan on enjoyin it for a long time.[/SIZE][/COLOR]